[A flash of pain crosses his face because he knows she must be onto him. Steve looks away and smiles sadly.] Both. [He takes a sip of his beer despite knowing it won't cloud the hurt.] Everything I gained over there... I ended up losing it. I'm alone now.

[He quietly sighs.] But, you know? I don't regret any of it. It really is better to lose what you love than to have never loved anything at all.